School is a bitch

I want to go to school, I need to bow out. That little diddy is playing in my mind like nothing else. I want to go to school, but I don't have the money for it. It doesn't look like they're in the spirit of promoting me anytime soon, so I don't have enough money on my persons to pay for: school, mattress, transmission, and other various car ailments. At least one of those needs to be thrown out the window. I already have the transmission and the car problems, can't take those back, wish I could. The mattress has a power over me that says it will last my lifetime and is a good investment. School says pretty much the same thing, but it's not giving me a good nights rest every day. My parents are going to help me out some, but I have about a $1000 worth of stuff needed for school, and I doubt they'll be able to help out that much. I could possibly put most of it on my credit card, but now the university does not accept Visa. That fucking sucks! Anyway, I need to make a decision quick, because the bill is due the 19th of this month. I want to go to school, I need to bow out....